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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

February 19, 2008

Today was the day people started to notice my blog.
To help you guys better understand yesterday's post,
I am not a virgin.
I know it's hard to believe because I am younger than a lot of the readers.
But it is true.
Anyways, to the person that commented the blog;
I had thought of choosing Jakob before,
But like I said, he doesn't want commitment;
And everytime I see him flirt with someone or talk like that,
It hurts because it makes me think that I mean nothing to him.
And yesterday I forgot to put that David don't me something I couldn't believe.
When I was just about to give him a chance,
He tell's me [apparently with no guilt whatsover];
That he had fucked a girl that day.
I couldn't believe that he could actually tell me that,
And still expect a relationship to be brought up by that.

Today I had to stay at my cousin's house all day and babysit because she had to work.
I was online all day and was basically fine until David signed onto AIM.
He immediately started flirting,
And even though I tried not to, I flirted back.
And at one point in the conversation,
He admitted that we wanted to have sex with me.
And that he would like to do it the next time we saw each other.
I am seriously confused and need help on how to approach these guys.
I know that plenty of people have read this blog,
Because I saw you discussing it.
And I could really use some advice.
You don't need to sign up to comment and I would love if you did.
Please help.

I am stuck between two guys.
The first [Jakob] was and still is my first and only love.
However, [David] excites me and challenges me in a way that no one else ever has.
I don't know who to pick.
And if I don't pick anybody, how do I stop flirting and confront them?

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Jakob doesn't want commitment, and David's already fucking... However the latter apparently wants a relationship (idiotic as it is after his comment).

My opinion is, approach Jakob first and try to convince him he's the only love you've got, see what happens. If nothing good comes of it, head over to David and see what he thinks of you, and go from there.

I apologize if this isn't the best advice I've given.

Anonymous said...

*ahem*

It is in my humble opinion that you should try and follow your heart on this matter. If I were n your shoes I'd probably go with Jakob because he sounds like he wants you for you, not for whats on your chest and between your legs.

Anonymous said...

Cosmo here. I really not good at tis kind of advice, but you should go with Jakob. If he excites and challenges you, maybe you should accept his challenge.

Isn't middle school great? :p