April 30, 2008

Again, I'm sorry that I can't post as much as I'd like to.
Anyways, my problems are a bit better now.
My parents still fight and still talk to me about it like I'm a third party.
But I honestly don't care anymore.
I'm too busy with my own things to worry about them right now.

In response to all of you:
Wooty: I know that it isn't a way to get attention. And I never even tell them about it, one time when my mom asked about it I said that they were cat scratches from my friend's cat. I stopped for now and hopefully won't do it again because I now have a hobby to keep me busy. BOYS!!! Lmao. <3
Clandestineduck: Yeahh right. If I ever said that to my parents I would probably be slapped all the way to Cuba. Lol.
Cosmo: Lol wow. Me and Jakob are over now [see below].
Mitt+Token: Thanks. I love you.

And BTW me and Jakob are over.
And I am so proud of myself because I got over him all by my lonesome.
Bad thing I started to like 2 other guys...
WHO BOTH HAVE GIRLFRIENDS!
I thought that the guys were sweet and thoughtful and w/e.
But I ended up kissing them both. =[
I highly regret it...[kinda].
Except for the fact that they were both hot.

But anyways, I have been going to etiquette classes.
OOH HOW EXCITING!
Lol.
I've been doing okay.
But not great.
I got kicked out of the etiquette ball last friday.
For, "indiscreet contact with the opposite sex."
AKA a guy's tongue was down my throat while his hand tried to go up my dress.
LMAO.
And the sad part about it was that I didn't even get kicked out because of that...
I got kicked out because I was supposed to stay in the ballroom.
LOL.

And I'm excited because I broke my kissing record.
My last record was 2 guys in 1 week.
But during April Vacation I kissed 5 guys in 1 week.
YAY ME!
Lol jk.

Anyways, tell me what's going on in your lives.
I'm bored as always and will probably fall in lust again sometime this week lol.
Ta Ta for now.

Love you always and forever,
And I know you feel the same way.
LMAO.

XOXO

April 2, 2008

Sorry that I haven't been posting lately.
I'm back home and have no computer.
Right now I am at the library so yeahhh.

Anyways, many of you are wondering what happened with the Jakob/David dilemna.
And I am happy to say that it has been solved.
I ditched David because he is a sick, disgusting, pervert and I never want to talk to him again.
I have a nice relationship with Jakob and I still love him to death.
We are happy with the way things are between us.
And even though we aren't officially dating,
We are extremely close and happy together.

I have a couple of responses to a lot of you.
Sanyo: I am not a horny dog f.y.i. I am just a boy-obsessed girl, which is very entertaining to my friends. =]
Anonymous: I was wondering the same thing. And yes I am pretty happeh.
Cosmo: Wooow. =]
Malicia: Who do you mean? And why thank you, you're pretty lovely yourself. =]
Ana: You know I'm happy now and he's not THAT much of a jerk anymore. =]
King: HUH?!

Sadly enough, I have a new issue to deal with.
Even though I am happily in love and enjoying almost every minute of my life right now,
Something is still wrong.
Many of you know the "STAIRS" analog that "Duck" made.
And I am having urges to "fall" again.
I know I shouldn't and its wrong,
But my parents are starting to fight again, and I am obviously hated by a few people right now.
I don't know what to do.
I know my friends try to stop me,
And I want to stop myself, but it is the only way that I can't feel what's going on around me.

At night, I have to listen to my parents scream at each other for the dumbest reasons.
And then they drag me into it.
They try to get me to decide who's right in the battle.
All I want to do is sit in my room and cry.
Please help me.

Even though I have my problems, I still love you all.
XOXO
Koreyy =]